My heart to Yours

I figured if I scribbled these words across the page it would help me figure out my thoughts.

I thought that maybe if I put every thing that I was thinking on to one page I could figure out why my emotions were dancing so aimlessly around in my heart.

My mind is filled with lifeless memories of you and I.

I hate closing my eyes because the image of you holding me constantly reappears.

I lay awake at night remembering how you use to kiss me or how you held me when we watched TV.

I tried to hold us together but it doesn't do much good when we were already separated from the start.

I wonder where we went wrong you blame me and I blame you but the truth is we both played a part.

For so long I thought this was an illusion but it's an unfortunate reality.

I was hoping we could go the distance but it was the distance that drew a line between US....

Now that you and I are no longer I feel ultimately alone.

 in the morning I have nothing to wake up too and my nights are sleepless while my head replays all the memories that I have of you.

My once sunny days have been replaced with dreary skies and salty tears but I guess you don't know LOVE unless you know PAIN.....Right?

I could have taken the initiative to initiate conversation and I could have been less moody and worked on my attitude but there is no room for apologies because I am human and just like you we've both made mistakes.

I won't sit and point fingers but I will be woman enough to take the blame.

We have been divided by hasty decisions and confused by words.

Regardless of everything that has happened I wouldn't take back one thing because everything we went through made you a better you and me a better me.